i need to go to the grocery store, and it seems like the most repulsive thing, ever. i really don't want to go! i have not been in the mood to cook anything lately, but i really should do it again, someday. i was looking in this holiday cookbook that brandon's grandma gave me, and there is this section called "ladies garden party." never mind how cheesy it sounds, i think it would be really fun to have a garden party! i wish i had ladies who lived nearby to invite. all my ladies are out of town, and that is sad. it has recipes like "peachy lemonade" and "pesto chicken," and a how-to on making an herb bouquet for the backs of the chairs, lol. i would send invitations and skirts would be required! want to come?