last night i had a dream that i was out on the trail jogging. usually when i dream of running or jogging, it is the most difficult thing in the entire world. my legs are sluggish, and i can't get a stride going, and i just stumble and try so hard and it's the worst feeling. but last night i was running free and smooth, and wasn't even getting out of breath. i was listening to my ipod and singing out loud, and didn't care that other people on the trail could hear me. there was a brief moment when my legs started feeling clumsy again, but i got over it and kept going without a care. i woke up and told brandon about it ... i'm going to take it to mean that i am feeling rather confident about life, and that things are going to work out smoothly, even though i worry that they won't. that there will be little rough clumsy times, but i will work through them and everything will be ok.